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Benedict Mok
SJI
107/207/331'07
05/09/92
SJI-SJAB(Cancer)
Email:lobang_ben@hotmail.com
friendster
impaired taste for colours

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Lan-Gaming(Paradiz/Peninsula)
Dota/CS
MSN
Blogging
camps
my laptop
ps2/dynasty warriors
music-english/chinese/jap
making new frens

[[ELIMINATE!!]]  x

being forced
being provoked
doing homework
noobs/kp/leavers
maphackers
unbalanced
backstabbers
ppl who lie to/betray me

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May 2007
June 2007
July 2007

Saturday, July 7, 2007  x

finally made it back home..
but tat was 11+ though..lol
really cannot eat after some major exercise/training/event which is quite tiring
stomach felt dam wierd..like overturn like tat..
try stand straight will pain
almost cannot tahan on the train home..
lol took train wif eric
when reaching amk he said he oso have stomachache..
woke up at 6+,8+ start lan.
fun sia..owned the 1st 2 matches..till latr when abit sian den kena owned
my pitlord sux man..not gonna use it anymore
3/15..
den raga and haopu makin so much noise behind me.
in the end i and weiguang alt tab to play cs..lol
den juowi 'bueysong' us coz of tat.
$14 gone..den including b.k meal and the roast meat rice..
its total $20
during ap dam sian la..
but it passed quite fast though
and we still hven really taken over yet..
at least we are addressed as ics
but dun think cancer is ready to take over..
though some are[eg. me =P]
saw ian screwing up like crazy during ap
all laughing at him
coz hes the onli 1 screwing up his timing?
den the 'berhanti'[screw the spelling]
suddenly hv double bass beat.
half of the sjab contingent stop 'henta'
but continued after tat..lol
not onli sjab la..scouts npcc oso hv la
but the final double beat
saw doug screw up his timing
lol
and he was in the 1st row...zz haha
after ap had some com team talk
and den went to plaza.sing to kajiao scorpio lol
but they were still waiting outside swensens[think tats the spelling]
so we go macs..it was full
den go kfc, oso full,
but we managed to find some seats in the end..
after 1min..lol
queue for like 10mins den can get food
and shoot at haopu wif ice using straw..fun sia
but think the manager unhappy..
after that went back to swensens to find the gang
who were celebrating kevin lee's bday i think
and they had onli finished their 1st dish
and tats when i gt the stomachache
so we dispersed and go home..
it was such a long journey
tired like crap..
but heng can reach home
tml still have nat comp..
gd luck to scorpio

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007  x

sian now o2jam sux..
all the song so hard play..
shd i look at the middle or the top of the whole bar??
now i dizzy lol
and its quite boring now..
hard to talk wif others..
finally i printed out the maths matrices
and the cpbs thing..lol
spent $3.30 in library..
juz for printing
after the maths tdp
stayed back in school
to do my work
even after scorpio end training
i oso hven finished yet..
but left school at 545+ in the end
left my work in annex
think swy already left school though..sure say i nid do extra copies
haiz..wtf man
nothin to blog about sia..
seriously boring..
oh ya...haiz tml nid stay back..no~~...lol

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Sunday, July 1, 2007  x

lol k
decided to revert back to this template
though gonna work on the other 1
went to lan at 10am
met pochih raga and pp and city hall mrt
lol pudge 16/2, chen 14/0
woot happy sia
den i left earlier as i had to report at 1pm..
today's milkrun sux la
to the core
water boy at water point 2 was trouble
totally boring
wondered how time pass so fast juz now
after that wanted to go lan again
suddenly no1 wanna go
when most said wan go back there
pp go away
dun wan go lan call me for wad fk
raga and jeremy didn say specifically
made me wait almost 1hr la
..................................
until i call them
then i heard they were on the train
wtf man
so i watched jack and the rest play
and jj oso
after tat i left lor, but ate bk 1st
both lunch and dinner of today was the b.k single turkey bacon meal
lol wtf..
but i dun mind..its nice..
tried to remake my blogskin when i reached home
and it was a total screw up
wonder y 1 image is bigger than the other..zzzzz
now very sleepy oso
haiz...sad oso-wasted almost 2hours on my blog
and i keep dc from internet
even when i used the lan cable
but onli for the 1st 10mins..
k gtg now
tml youth day..woohoo
who wanna go again

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Friday, June 29, 2007  x

k juz came back from ap rehersal
fk man...now my mum give me onli 10mins
shes a total crapper and emo-ist
and i hate it
seriously....
yesterday wanted to complete all holiday pjt and hwk..
in the end kena lectured for about almost 2hrs
for some crap.
wan help her, she dun wan
we go away
she say we nv try to help
no care
wtf is this nonsense...
den talk abt pap, nid brains to survive in the future
coz wad..the mnc withdraw from sg, to find other countries
so they can pay lower and earn higher..zzzzzzzz
slp and slp and get scolded again and again
den i go slp after tat
no mood/energy do hwk.
so abt today
wanted to fall out sia
during the 1st rehersal
coz the backing pressing on my forehead
felt dam pain
(think tats y im losing my memory..)
it happens every time when i wear uniform
but den leon fall out
when i wanted to squat down
so i decided not to..
latr some ppl say i slacker....
so i tahan till the end..
and i learnt.....and took off the backing for the 2nd rehersal
and tried to straightened my beret
after that my head not so presurized
felt so free~~lol
bought coke+kik-a-poo*
told arjun there was coke
he dun believe
till i bought it for him
some illegal soft drink..(not supposed to exist in sji)
latr left school at abt 7
started to drizzle
so i and arjun ran from sji to the bus stop..
think i gonna write the affirmation thing to him la
den we complained abt back leg arm cramp
thx to the 3 rehersals
up till now no1 has told me abt the colours pt..
maybe i shd ask
and i have to do the essays by matt.chan
and print the cpbs guide lines..which i think is the criteria..
im dead meat...
gold award..haiz..
not sure if can get it
now all the ugos in sji dam slack
air solo kia
land so short...
npcc gay singer
sjab SCREWED UP
band i dunno
scouts..haiz more gays???
gg to sji-ugos

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007  x

yay man
found a lan cable
now no nid keep d/c
coz when i dl maple/o2jam/audition
sure dc 1
coz insecured wad..z
but I LOST MY ASIASOFT ACC!!!
ask bro for it
in exchange for my maple acc
but in the end
he dun wan give
coz my maple acc..
i tried like 10times to find an email
so now its blocked/deleted..
zzz lamer..
if nid den must go to pc bunk
which i dun think i wan to
now dl o2jam
hope it juz works
coz for the asiasoft acc, nid use id
my bro use his id
he lost it
den use mine w/o permission
fk him la..walao
i use mum's 1 cannot
think he oso took dad's 1
i asked mum for grandma's id
lol and she scolded me instead
say wad..stealing another's id
wtf!!!!
and todays sjab as well
had to wear full u around school
c ncos along corridor oso nid greet
p.e tat time saw weijie and arjun
so i greet
lol
but its abit....lame hahax
and im now cpbs....
wif leon
wonder y must we do essay
if we dun do=not in cpbs??
i too much hwk liao..
think tml morning have to wake up early do
sng quite happy today sia
wonder y....lol
and i just found out
wednesday thursday friday 2maths each
=2 homework everyday..
by the nxt day
and i pon maths olympiad training
wonder if sng wil kill me or not
inside out/upside down/wadeva..
back at home....hahax lol zz wth walao waliew sian gg..
terry hard disk doesn work
on my com
duno y
cuteworm shut down
the hongkong(not haopu) patch gt some prob
fag sia.........
bye~~

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007  x

sian fk wadeva
today ap rehersal
saw haopu becoming csm
felt dam........beh song/buay song/bueysong
bu gan xin
bu fu shu
wtf..
wonder y him
Y!!!!!!!!?????
YTF
walao..
wonder how will sjab survive..lol
k la not so bad.......
but he says he dun wan be csm
not onli his post is screwed
the others oso
think onli cpbs is not =)
but leon abit ap me oso
duno for wad crap
juz hope haopu will do his job well ba
c jp and shannon csm oso
gratz to 3 of them la
any nco/ex nco here noes when sjab hold sji flag?
which year who hold?
isit onli alternated between scouts and sjab??
or within all the 6 ugos??
lol
coz i wanna be in colours party
finally gt the hard disk/thumbdrive tat terry has
which contains dota info
but cuteworm removed the no-cd thing..
so its useless
and i cant use the no-cd kenshin thing oso
sian sian sian
nxt wk ap already
7/7/7
wonder if theres any training the wk after ap
cant wait
excited..lol
since its on a saturday....
10am at paradiz ppl
lol..
k now goin to sleep
hven done any homework yet
LOL GG AGAIN
tml double maths 3sciences 2humans..
wtf

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Monday, June 25, 2007  x

back from the 1st day at school..
which was quite a surprise..lol
1st thing in morning haopu showed me the 'sean gan' vid
tat 1 rox man..omg
and the song too...(from lltc)
now listening to kodakumi songs, old/new/wadeva,
i dun even noe when it came out.
but i juz noe that it is nice
if u think its sick/slut dun watch the mv la..listen nia
new timetable out=new schedule
and monday tuesday no maths,woohoo
but wed thur fri have double maths each
at least better, friday homework wednesday pass up =P
stayed back in school for maths project discussion
quite a funny meeting wif sng
she was sort of joking wif us
and luckily not scolding
juz coz i did not submit project proposal
(due lat term week 10 =X lol lol lol lol hahaha)
reached home at 5+, eat dinner,
den slack around, stone on msn
till mum went out
finally....which is a few mins ago from now
and i gonna play ps2
some1 pls lend me some games man..
i gettin bored of dynasty warriors
both 3 and 4, cant find 5
but its somewhere in my house
bye now....
PHYSICS NOT DONE!!!CHEM OSO!!!!!!

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Sunday, June 24, 2007  x

gg-no hwk done
i did the tys(maths) but i lost it
the others i oso dunno wad is there
cant find the worksheets
and i only wanna play...
think im going unbalanced again
now tryin to find some1 who oso hven done any hwk
eg. joonkeat..lol
juz gt the on9 maths matrices from kjl
but i think i print it tml
still have chinese 2essays, english 1essay, maths physics chem tys,
a whole lot of ubd projects
how to do all now..3+ already and i still dun wanna try to find it
wonder how cpbs wil be nxt time..lol..forgeting where i left the documents
now my eyes keep blinking oso, think coz of lltc
wanna slp, but cannot.
so i blink like......30+times in a min i think
nothing much,juz wondering how sng's reaction will be like oso, when she find out i hven done hwk
good job ben..

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Friday, June 22, 2007  x

back from lltc..finally..though abit reluctant to leave the camp
it was seriously fun..wif a gp of jokers
1st day broke 3eggs, last day broke 2eggs
total 5, broke the lltc record oso.
walk the talk..my gp walked from sji to boonkeng.
supposed to reach 1st coz sps is 10mins from boonkeng.
in the end we walked to payalebar
den walk to macpherson
den jaywalk alot oso..
at macpherson, chris gt fone call-all the other gp already at sps
so we took bus
and i saw kimchi at that bus stop oso.
nothin much after tat.
2nd day gt to know each other better.
go dragonboat.
i was dam scared my open wound from the morning run at east coast will hurt like crap
when the seawater touches it.
in the end it was not pain at all
think red ant bite is worse.
after that had reflections den go slp.
3rd day ropes course
im abit scared of heights.
and my balancing sux
tats y my marching abit..wierd 1.
but it was confirm fun, playin wif ropes 3story high in the air.
4th day journey wif/to the dreams.
went to toapayoh 1rm flats to clean them up.
gt some old non-english/chinese -speaking woman.
like scolding i and caleb(ting) like some crap.
in the end we scolded her in english
but she didn even noe anyway
played truth/dare oso.
band boy, shaun and pajiwad.. hard time sia
i had to answer some dumb question oso.
den had some solidarity 'lasalli-something'
and WE DIDN DO JOURNAL!!!!!
the secretariat complained...
but my gp said....
'fk the journal' lolz
5th day all slack.
not much at all
cept the last part of ceremony and mega summary
though the songs suck..
gt the gp's email add oso
and throughout the whole camp..7habits
i slept throughout almost all
except the time when jude tan said theres chocolates/potatochips/biscuits.
after camp, luckily dad come fetch me
if not im dead
coz no1 to go home wif, and nid to travel at least...1hr20mins.
k gtg now..
im so tired
i cant stop blinking my eyes
for some reason

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Monday, June 18, 2007  x

yawnzzzz..............
MORNING~~~~~
check the time out man
woke up this early
wanted to do 3questions for lltc
which i find quite...useless??
dunno how to write
hope i can give really really short answers
but in the end im writting abt 100words for each
k im going for lltc,
which will take up my whole week of 5d4n
no homework done
no project done
nothin at all
so i hv..2days left, nxt saturday and sunday
bye now
gg
dead

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